Got so consumed with negative feelings from some personalities who forced me to despise them…

Received negative signals from every possible source of evil…

Absorbed a huge amount of negative energy because of a person I always trusted and respected…

Swallowed all pains that would even pop in anyone’s mind, and wanted to deny all, cause the blogging sphere sounds so perfect to admit it…

Screamed over ten years on the darkest and longest nights for help, but the reply was just the echo of someone’s voice…

Couldn’t sleep all night when a loyal friend and a cute sister of mine didn’t communicate, just because I couldn’t stop thinking that something wrong has happened to her…

Had to read Quran and make sincere supplications for somebody who got stuck in their lives and faced numerous obstacles, just because I felt guilty over being helpless...

Hit so deep and kept going down, made all the possible prayers to help everybody around me…

Ten years passed and it never got better.

Have been surrounded by all aspects of afflictions. Never has it become easier. It just kept getting harder and harder.

Thought there is no end, but just when troubles seemed endless and the black hole seemed bottomless, I heard a BOOM...

Hit the bottom finally and maybe will reach a compromise to end this all.

Only Faith was the solution, no human help or physical aid. Just a glance from Allah, a sincere prayer and a pure supplication.

Wanted life to look perfect; unfortunately it didn't!

Wanted not to post any of this; ironically I couldn’t!

The strong determinant lady can’t do it solo anymore, can’t fight the evil planet alone!

Dedication: to all afflicted humans, depressed ones and those who still wait to hit the bottom.

Never anyone gave me an answer or helped me with this kind of life.

Never have I found solutions or assistance, even when needed them badly.

Only Allah found me and grabbed me away from the worst situations, over years of sincere prayers.

Only Allah and my faith in him led me gradually to salvation.

May Allah help us all and rescue us from all sins and sources of sins.

May Allah show you all the path I’ve seen and grant you the power to make the minimum required supplications to be dragged away from your sorrows, afflictions and depression…

At last but not at least, I recommend that you read verses 124-through the end of surat 6aha as they represent a constant constitution for attaining a perpetual peace of mind in a Muslim’s life.